please?!

hey guys!

im so sorry if i havent updated this blog.. since.. august? wahaha!

livejournal na ko mga dude! click here.

and.. please go to this site.

please?!?!?! salamat!

so long.

guys! i have a new blog naaaa!!

* mamimiss kita! sana mahulaan mo ulit ung url na blog ko!

nga pala.. nde ko un ginawa kasi naasar na ko sayo.. in fact.. natutuwa ako kasi nanjan ka.. may napagtritripan ako.. oh yes!

guys! if you want to get the url of my new blog.. i-im nyo lang ako sa ym,. :D

hey!

hey guys..

this is just to clear things up..

Sir martz not my crush! (no offense to sir martz) uhm.. ganito un..

kasi gen, sir martz, lara and i were on a ym conference.. tas we were talking about a lot of stuffs.. including dreams.. tas bigla kong sinabi na he's (dreams) no longer my crush.. tas sbai ni sir martz nung nabasa nya un.. eh monsoon crush.. so un.. kaya monsoon na..

ibang tao si dreams.. si sir martz ay hindi si dreams/monsoon... ay't?!

so people.. dont go spreading the wrong chismax.. hehehhe...

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enough with that issue..

we had our bio long test kaninang umaga.. shemski.. it was goddamn hard! i thought it would be easy since i have almost memorized things which needed to be memorized.. eh shucks.. ung graph thingy dun.. hahaha.. wala na.. :p puro application lang pala.. haaaay.. sana kahit papano eh makapasa pa rin ako.. oh well..

sige.. till here muna..

i still have to link people up.. :p

badabing, badabang, BADABOOM!

hahaha..

shem.. i haven't blogged for a looooong time!

mas naging GC ako ngayun.. oh well.. all students naman are grade conscious dba? ayaw nating bumagsak sa isang subject or whatever.. hmmmmm.. sabihin na nating.. mas prina-ioritize ko ang pag-aaral ko ngayun.. :D

shucks.. parang hindi ako noh?

oh well.. :D masaya mag-aral.. masaya pumasok sa school.. pero nde masaya ang geom pagdating sa proving.. hmm.. (the crowd yells "hear! hear!") hahaha.. :D

hmmm.. i want to post something in here.. im not really sure if i should post it here. kasi if ever na mabasa "nila" to.. mas lalaki ang gulo.. hhmmm..

**desa's thinking...**

hah! this is my blog so i could write whatever i want to write in here! :D there's this group of people kasi sa rosal.. na.. uhm.. sabihin na nating may galit samin nina lara at gen.. i really do not know their motives in writing that "story" about us.. they even called us "3pk2" (ung two dun exponent.. it goes sumthin like this.. "three pi kei squared") hmm.. so what does that stand for?! tatlong p*k*e*?! or tatlong p*k*o*?! whadda.. ang kapal noh? hmm..

anu naman ang dapat nilang ikagalit samin? anung ginawa naming masama sa kanila? sa pagkakaalam ko wala.. i think JAPAN (codename para sa isa sa kanila) started all of this.. hay.. laki naman kasi ng problema nya eh.. anu namang masama if pareho kami ng crush?! nde naman masamang magkacrush sa isang tao dba? chaka.. HE'S NOT HERS! so what's her prob? LABO MO PARE..

oh well.. pathetic people.. tsktsk.. hindi ko nga alam kung panu magrereact eh.. kung maaasar ako or maiinis or matatawa.. hahaha.. grabeh..

kanina nga tawa na lang ako nang tawa.. tsssss.. kapag may narinig pa kong mga bagay tungkol sa amin.. hahaha.. ewan ko na lang kung mabubuhay pa kayo or nde kayo ma-IR.. :D

"hahahahaha!!" <-- evil laugh!! :D

hmmmm.. anu pa ba?

nga pala! nde ko na crush si dreamssss! :D

tas nang malaman ni sir martz na nde ko na sha crush.. sabi niya. "monsoon crush" hahaha.. ang kyut dba?! seasonal.. :D eh tas biglang naging crush ko ulit.. tas hindi na.. ANG LABO KO DIBA?! oh well.. :D

after nun.. MONSOON na ang bago nyang codename.. oh yesssss.. :D

what else?! ay nga pala.. CHIKA TALAGA!!! nde ko kinaya ang mga chika ni chonachikdora! iskandalosa.. kulang talaga sha siguro sa pansin.. hay.. :)

BUHAY NGA NAMAN TALAGA, OO.. :D

ang drama!

gosh.. i've read this one from CARLO CASTRO'S BLOG.

""First among my problems is a girl. A silly little girl who knows no better for herself than she does algebra. Still, I am more foolish... for she is my captor. I hate myself. I know she is not the prettiest, nor smartest, nor kindest girl I have met, but for some reason, she seems so perfect. And how could I possibly stand before perfection? I hate myself. I have said something so stupid to her weeks before. Now I can't even stand to look at her in the eye. She looks at me with bitterness, her eyes telling me she regrets having talked to me ever. Silent she is when I am present, and always turns an empty face when she catches my glance. I hate myself. I crumble at the thought of her being with someone else. I know she hates me, and likes another. Perhaps I am not worthy of her. Perhaps I am not to be taken seriously. Perhaps I am not to be taken at all. I hate myself. But I love her. I love her with more than you can imagine. I would do anything, give anything for her. But if she doesn't like me, it doesn't matter... as long as she's happy. I only pray that the one she would love would love her, respect her, and care for her more than I could. As long as she's happy,... I guess I would be happy for her too. I just wish that she would realize how much I care for her and that I would never want to see her get hurt by anyone or anything. But she would never like me, for unlike the one she likes, I am neither handsome nor charistmatic. All I have is what's inside me. And nobody would take me for what I am inside... I hate myself.""

after reading that post, i realized na sobrang swerte ni prana.. ang daming nagmamahal sa kanya.. hahaha.. :D

prana: wag sayangin ang pagkakataon.. eto bagay sayo.. "minsan lang bumyahe ang pag-ibig.. pag padaan na sha parahin mo na kaagad.. kasi siguro pag inde mo pinara.. babalik pa. un nga lang.. may pasahero nang iba.." hahaha..

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nga pala.. july 1 na ngayun.. bukas na birthday ng brother ko!

ADVANCED HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUYA JIMBO! :D

wah!! **sob..sob..

got this from ate zel's blog.. ang... hay.. :(

"What do you do when you desperately want something but you know you can never have it?

When you know you shouldn’t do it but you’re heart keeps telling –“bahala na?”

Or when you do something right but you risk your happiness?

I don’t know what to do…

How to act…

How to keep from feeling hurt or devastated…

I have made choices in my life…

But they don’t always work out…

Here I am…

Thinking I made the right choice…

Knowing everything else will work out this way….

Obviously…

I forgot to take into consideration..

How difficult this will be for me…

But for good things to happen…

Some things should be sacrificed…

Sadly….

it was you.?"

ang.. ang.. hay.. nakakarelate ako.. :((

tas eto pa.. galing naman sa blog ni kuya jireh..

"When a pen is dipped in honey The words come out in perfect beauty. And the pen dances gracefully on paper, The words rushing like water; Washing all the emotion Into the ocean of an empty page. Like an actor on a silent stage. "

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grabeh.. bakit ganito.. baket.. wala lang.. ang kyut ko talaga!! :D

hmmmmm.. asar ako ngayun sa isang babaeng.. hahaha.. tooooot! :D

pero naman dba.. nalaman lang nya na pareho kami ng crush eh todo na sha kung magreact.. heller?! as if seryosong crush un na gusto kong mapasaakin sha.. haha! sige sayong sayo na! DESPERADA.. god..

during our geom class. (uhm.. basta malapit lang sha sakin..)

BF (basta..): Desa i really hate you..
desa: (napathetican..) baket naman?!
BF: basta..
desa (nalabuan.. tsss..)

tas a few minutes later..

BF was combing my hair with her hands.. tas at one point.. ginulo nya ung hair ko.. (sabunutan kaya kita?!) pero NR lang ako..

tas biglang sinabi.. (mejo malakas.. eh tas parang pinaparinig pa nya kay kung sinu man..)
BF: desa may white hair kaa!!
desA: baka naman glare lang!
BF: nde!! totoo sha!
desa: sige nga! bunutin mo!
BF (walang mapakita...)

SUSSSSS!! anu kaya pakay nya?! anung gusto nyang mangyaree?! hahaha.. ay sauce.. tsktsk.. desperada talaga.. tsktsk..

bahala na nga sha.. sa susunod na geom class at may gawin sha ule sakin.. sasabihin ko to nang malakas.. loud enough for kung sinu man to hear..

"GUSTO MO PALIT NA LANG TAYO PARA KATABI MO SI KUNG SINU MAN?!"

*laughs wickedly!* nyoooooorks!! buking kang bata ka! hahahaha.. :D

ang sama ko talaga.. :D

damn..

hiyeeeee!!

shucks.. i missed my blog! ang tagal ko na rin nde nag-update!

sa sobrang dami ba naman ng mga kailangan pag-aralan at gawin eh! ayoko naman maging gc.. (grade conscious..) pero napipilitan ako.. kasi naman noh! nakakahiyang mangopya ng assignments.. at.. hay.. ewan ko ba!

tas i saw something on prana's new blog.. naaapply ko rin to sa buhay ko..
pag nakita kang nag-aaral o nagbabasa sa..

STC--> "wow.. studious!"
QUESCI--> "yuck! ang gc moo!!"
PISAY--> "ay crammer.."

hahaha.. kasadistahan! :p

Kwento muna nga ko ng mga ka-chakahan ko sa pisay.. :D well.. as of the moment, im really enjoy my stay at pisay.. pero may dalawang bagay lang talaga akong nde ko makasundo.. GEOM AT ALGEB! mga sinumpang subjects! haha.. :D

Nung una, magkasundo pa kami ng geom.. pero dun sa assignments.. nde ko na sha getsss!! may pa-"draw this and that" pa sila! wapeek! tas sa algeb.. sobrang haba nung mga pinapagawa samin! da hell!! >:/

Why do i have to study these things ba?! aanhin ko sila sa buhay kooooo?! may pa-X is ganito.. Y is ganyan pa sila.. mmmp! ako.. as long as i know the four basic operations.. mabubuhay na koooo! :D

enough na nga with those sadistang subjects! :D

three weeks pa lang eh marami-rami na rin akong friends.. :D three of which are my closest.. LARA, GEN and BEILA..

hmmm.. lemme tell you sumthin' bout 'em.. :D

Lara muna.. At first, i thought that having lara as my classmate would make my whole second year life miserable! But i was completely wrong! kasi kala ko.. puro pag-ccompare mangyayari.. pero nde naman.. :D she evem helps me on my assignments pa nga eh.. :D (thanks!) un nga lang.. lagi nyang nilalamutak katabaan ko.. :p (LAMUTAAAK!)

Next is gen.. hmmm.. gosh.. this girl is really friendly and popular! sobrang close rin sa batch o6.. nde nga raw nya alam kung bakit ganun eh.. :p she hugs and kisses people whom she meets EVERYDAY. :D katakot.. tas.. parang open sha kaagad saken.. ang kyut nga eh.. shinare ung mga pangyayari sa buhay nya.. at sa love life.. haha.. :D

last.. si BEILAAA!! grabeh.. when i first saw her dito sa pisay.. parang.. "shucks.. nakita ko na yata to dating-dati pa..".. tas tama pala ako! sa STC sha nag-prep! prep 4 sha.. tas ang kyut nga eh.. may picture pa ko na nasama sha.. that picture was taken nung recognition day namin nung prep.. haha.. nde pa rin nagbabago ung itsura nya.. :D

tas meh bago na kong crusssh!! pero nde naman crush na crush na crush katulad nung kay.. hmmmm.. :D parang gwapo lang talaga sha.. :D nde nga lang sha photogenic.. :p pero i dont care.. ang saya kaya fc-hin nun! :D ang cool.. eberrrr! :D

sige.. hanggang dito na muna.. :D